Lynn...

I admitted (and finally realized) that I had a crush on Lynn. Although others said that she had a crush on me, I assume that it must have been mutual. I wanted to get to know her better, but only got to know her craziness. And I'm thankful for that, because it would not have been worth the turmoil to my relationship.

She was born under the sun of Virgo, like my girlfriend. And those Virgos just do something to my brain. They intrigue me. They make me laugh. And I respect them.

I admitted this to my girlfriend just as I was realizing it. Now that was crazy! My girlfriend and I are pretty open. But I think it came out because it wasn't any deceit behind my interaction with her. And the real kicker was that the attraction wasn't sexual, which clears my conscious completely. *whew* Plus, I really don't think that I knew that I liked her. Lol.

Minus the extraness, I think that I would have valued a friendship, if that were at all possible. But people who are or teetering on miserable can't make good friends. So I guess she couldn't have been anything more than what she was.

Either way, I think about her, I wonder what she's been up to. I wonder if she did the things that we used to talk about. That's about it.

She was the closest thing I had (besides my beloved girlfriend) to a person who I considered similar to me. It's no lose though, because I did mention that she was crazy, right? Okay...