What...

Lately, I've found myself asking...WHAT is the point. Really, I sometimes think that I'm in the Matrix. Not the movie persay, but definitely a similar side show.

Are we living to die?
Are we on Jesus Idol, where the "Lord" picks the best performers to go to Heaven instead of Vegas?
Are we working to have all of this "stuff" that you don't and won't need in thee end?

I just find myself asking more and more about WHAT it is that we are doing here.

There is no unity, there is no harmony, and daily people seem to work at being divided. So once again I ask WHAT are we here for.

I guess my commentary is a little hopeless sounding, but I am far from hopeless, because without it, I would have given up a long time ago.

I just operate to fit in, fill in, and be in. Because at the end of the day I don't really know WHAT the fck I am doing it for. Sometimes I get confused about whether or not I'm following nature or society. I aim to follow "nature"...my nature, which I believe is pure once I rinse off the stink of societial influence. It's hard to go on day to day when you're still looking for purpose and point.

But none-the-less, I go on, live on and be on, until I'm off.
But then WHAT...