Purified Water vs. Blood

I have an undeserving loyalty to my family.



After confusion and mayham spawned my exile, I was crushed and confused.
I wanted to get back in for reasons beyond my understanding. And apparently beyond the understanding of my girlfriend.

Some instances she'd try to play psy-ky, but on others she's like pah-leeze drop those zeros. Dropping those zeros, might I add, would have entailed me having NO family. None.

And all of this discussion stemming from a big misunderstanding coated with a few drops of ignorance.

But after "clarification" I, the loyal servant of an undeserving family, am all smiles and giggles, to my girlfriend's dismay. Her views come from the perspective of an outsider who sees pure disfunct and neglect. But the eyes of the insider, me, have on a completely different pair of specs which visions hope and approval.


A situation too complex for the uninvolved.


So now we have the division...Purified Water vs. Blood.
A division that will always be divided.

So what's a girl to do, when the compromised love from her family is better than no love?
Keep loving?